The Dark Dawn Diaries

1 week ago

…Front lines in the war for the world’s soul…

1 month ago

Leo Apr 8 2012 Every single moment you spend on this earth is a moment you can make a positive change. It only takes a moment to turn a frown to a smile, to turn a negative thought to a positive thought, and to transform a sense of giving up to a sense of determination. after awhile, all of your moments become one big powerful change. You are the director of your destiny, and you can make it happen one small moment at a time. Keep this in mind today as you face a few hurdles. Remain mindful of your moment-to-moment power.

1 month ago

King of Sport

by @anarchyroll 2/22/12

Darkness and smoke
Flashes of brilliance
Goosebumps and dreams
Passionate resilience
Words and wars
Bodies of soars
Orders and alliance
Heroes of defiance
Champions and generations
Spectacle of imagination

2 months ago

…breakfast…..hey there are pancakes under there…somewhere…

Tagged:
food breakfast pancakes yum gluttony

Notes: 3 / 2 months ago

Unseasonable

by @anarchyroll
March 14, 2012

Sweat while still
wander in place
walk and watch
touch but no taste
hide in sight
sit in pain
hope for inversion
anger at might
stale of sound
speak to the seats
pair up to resist
our hidden reflection

2 months ago

Leo Mar 9 2012 In carnival funhouses, the path to the exit is confused by conveniently placed mirrors. As you’re about to make a turn, you see another long hallway that is just a reflection of the one you just came through. But once you bump into your own reflection, you realize it was a ruse. You are now involved in a process that is much like the pathway through a carnival funhouse. The twists and turns are illusions that may make you think you’re going the right way. But with some introspection, you will figure out the truth

Notes: 2 / 2 months ago

Heal, Tow, A(-)Head

by Anarchy Roll
March 8th, 2012

So close to the light
Lean into its warmth
A dawn I fight
Brush and graze
The shadow behind
A taste and a gaze
Comfort amidst chaos
See what may be
Breathe it in
Desired so
Blow it away
Push to know

Notes: 1 / 2 months ago

LostyetFound

by Anarchy Roll
September 19th, 2011

Sitting in movement
Old look in new skin
Attraction past
Through the glass
Shifts changed
Foot taps with nervous calm normalcy sucked away
Into the light of concern and control
Shattered dreams
Falling bedside walls come alive
Closets become skeletons
Memories manifest
Breath is forgotten
Reality returns
Still here but never the same

Notes: 2 / 3 months ago

In(ternal) Transit

by Anarchy Roll
February 22nd, 2012

Dark leather
Melting vision
Bitin’ bones
Guarded shelter
All alone

Notes: 3 / 3 months ago

Fools Mourn Surprise Rules

by Anarchy Roll
2/22/12

Reach for the blades
Shoot the arrow
Crawl towards the light
A tunnel so narrow
Live at a blur
Crypt near the womb
Mind taken solar
Day(ze)s forever moon
No trade for the cut
Behind is forgotten
Tears of form and ifs
Shock of the clock is a lie
Quick altar always fades
Watch slow passing
Action not amassing
Another form forever lays

3 months ago

…you can call me anarchy…soon everybody will…

3 months ago

Leo Feb 17 2012 When you want something very badly, there is sometimes a fear that goes along with the longing. Right now you may be thinking about a much-cherished goal, and you are probably tired of waiting for it to manifest in your life. But the reason you haven’t yet achieved your dream may have more to do with your fearfulness than with any external reasons. You may fear that you aren’t worthy, or that you will screw up in your pursuit of your goal, or that no matter what you do you won’t achieve it anyway. But when you grab for something with fear in your heart, you chase it further away. Have confidence. You can have what you’re hoping for. — Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope

Notes: 27 / 4 months ago

…can i be a lost soul and a beacon of light at the same time? for some unknown reason i think i already am…

5 months ago

Boiled Brain = Creative Concern

I have been reading both good and bad poetry lately and along with my brain baking with a 103 degree fever for 3 days this month plus the five university courses i had finals for and i haven’t been writing at all since fall became winter… I am worried that i have been writing bad/ amateur poetry that i have been writing for the last ten years and people just like haven’t wanted to tell me that i suck… I am not giving up or gi ing in to negative fear… I think i am More worried that my brain got fucked up by the fever and am concerned about what i may have lost from my brain boiling for that long

What the fear may actually be routed in is the fact that i have reached a point where i have to force myself to. Wriite in order to become a better writer both witj my poetry, narratives, and blogs in order to become a better writer and improve in the craft

I also need to learn to blog ans write with a touch screen keyboard which this entire personal narrative was written with…

Notes: 14 / 7 months ago

Imitation is Suicide

Poem by Anarchy Roll
Title by Tuna Canezero
October 22nd, 2011

Walking in a daze
Confounded by unconscious
Effortlessly sans effort
Generations guide
Gaps between glory
My mind now made
Of flawed digital wires
Disconnect and dissidence
Original in consumption
Individual in isolation
Hidden from my shadow
Restraining relevance
Avoiding above average
Praying like a pagan
God give me gifts
Dare not look myself
What I find
The flower thus mine
Wilted and dying
Let me remain lying
Make me not look
At the light that I took
Capture and kill
So I may stay still
Luckily lost
Face, voice, spirit
Outside you can hear it
Closed and cut off
Succumbed to static